Posted by sleepygirl on June 9, 2007, at 1:17:27
I'd post this on the meds board, but somehow it does not belong
the truth however, is that I am bound to them at the moment....it would be unpleasant for me- simply by virtue of the "discontinuation" effects I would suffer
and to be truly awake and alert and feeling every little bitty thing...well it makes me want to go into a tailspin and I haven't even gotten there yet
'what if?', I say, now this is only 'what if?' (for the purposes of my imagination), I went off the wretched things? what then? I'd most likely get thinner. but then again what if nothing?...it could be just nothing...temporary uncomfortability then full on living- imagine it
now I don't expect I could throw them all off at once - although the wicked thought has crossed my mind ;-)
one at a time however
I could pretend like I was on a roller coaster...that eventually it'd all be over, and I'd be back on solid ground
sounds good then
have a nice day :-)
poster:sleepygirl
thread:761958
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