Posted by rjlockhart on April 5, 2007, at 23:40:21 [reposted on April 6, 2007, at 1:25:27 | original URL]
You know they say if you say something over yourself, it may be. Maybe i should say im in a good mood and fake it.
I try so hard to fight off these bad mood spells, well let me try to describe it.
1) Chronic Dysphoria
2) See life through like a small view, there nothing to it. But there is!
3) Past regrets - like stopping stimulants. That was the worst time ever. I try not to think about it.
4) Fear - which causes me to miss oportunites in life. Like i had a job that was selling kitchen appliences, i should of took it.Life is all about choices that you make, fear can do with alot of it,
hold on right now i need to think on how im going to get out of this mood.
poster:rjlockhart
thread:747422
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