Posted by Fivefires on February 14, 2007, at 15:27:16
There could have been one, or more, but they treated me badly, so chose no Valentine this year.
I gave a Valentine card to my son, and also my little granddaughters, one w/ Piglet (She loves Pooh!) and one glittery flashy cool for the other. They both called me in sweet little voices to say ty and happyVday. Oh, to be young and full of hope, excitement, and wonder again!
I think its midday, dragged myself from bed to touch base here, a secret place in space which has become my touchstone.
This post is not to say don't wish you w/ a Valentine to enjoy the day. Butt, anyone alone and wishing u weren't, or alone and glad you are, you aren't alone. It feels like being left out, or maybe this is truly the way I/u want it.
Often difficult to know the truth of how we feel on this type holiday when the commercialism of it hits you from all directions.
To all of u friends that have put up w/ my whining (I know!) for a long time now, my heart is w/ u, alone, or not alone. Ty and 458.
'Still way fatigued on Lexapro', so feel free to 'pat my back and tell me it's okay'. (I know.)
I wasn't blessed w/ the gift of comforting like some of you, ... supportive and wise, and putting it into words like poetry ... all u poets and rocket scientists out there. Butt, to kind peeps here, there's a place for us all.
Hope all okay. Some of you prob' feelin' like me, not yet feeling the way wish to feel 'on some new med regimen' or 'disgusted w/ one we're on' or 'wondering what 2do next'.
ihavesomechocolate, 5f
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