I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH?

Posted by Deneb on January 27, 2007, at 17:49:01

I'm a lot better these days, but why am I still doing deliberate self harm to myself?
I remember when I was always thinking about death and suicide. I remember when I got really socially anxious and paranoid. I'm not that way anymore. I'm not depressed now for whatever reason.
Why am I still harming myself? What's wrong with me?
I don't think there is anything really wrong with me. I think it's all psychological. I don't think there is any med out there that can help me stop harming myself. I'm already better. Meds have done all they can for me already.
I think I have a permanent adjustment disorder. I think I'm having some sort of life crisis.
I think I have a borderline personality disorder. It's all psychological. Only therapy can save me. I don't know why I have a BPD. I've never been abused. What the heck is wrong with me?!
I'm so much better these days, but I'm still doing so poorly! I can't get my life together.
I think I feel better now, but I still don't know how to deal with problems.
I need to live life.
Just rambling.
Deneb*

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I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? Deneb 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? Deneb 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Deneb sunnydays 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? laima 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? laima 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » laima Phillipa 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Deneb Kath 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? Kath 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Deneb tofuemmy 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » tofuemmy Phillipa 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? Deneb 1/27/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH » Deneb Michael83 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Phillipa tofuemmy 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH 10derHeart 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Deneb madeline 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Deneb Larry Hoover 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? laima 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH cubic_me 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH » 10derHeart Kath 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Larry Hoover Kath 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Kath Larry Hoover 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » tofuemmy Phillipa 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » madeline Phillipa 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Phillipa sunnydays 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » sunnydays Phillipa 1/28/07
Re: I'm a lot better these days, but why still DSH? » Larry Hoover Kath 1/28/07
I have a BPD Deneb 1/29/07
Re: I have a BPD sunnydays 1/29/07
Re: I have a BPD » Deneb Dinah 1/29/07
re- dinah -re-direct? one woman cine 1/29/07
Re: I have a BPD Deneb 1/29/07
Re: I have a BPD » Dinah Kath 1/29/07
Re: I have a BPD » Kath Phillipa 1/29/07
Re: I have a BPD » Deneb laima 1/31/07
an article about vagaries of diagnostic labels laima 2/6/07

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