Posted by Deneb on January 23, 2007, at 20:19:35
In reply to Re: Please tell me my life isn't ruined *triggers*, posted by Deneb on January 23, 2007, at 19:30:42
I don't want to die.
I just wish I were dead. I don't want to deal with this anymore. I can't handle this.
I don't want to deal with school, with jobs, with life. I don't want to deal with life. I can't handle it. I wish I could just end it now. I want to kill myself and roam the universe as a spirit. I could visit all my babbler friends. I could visit Bob. I would inhabit different people and live through them.
My Mom would be devastated. Llurpsie would be devastated. Lots of people would miss me. I don't want to hurt them. I hate this.
Deneb*
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