Posted by ClearSkies on January 21, 2007, at 20:12:46
I'm starting to have panic attacks. Too many people on one little screen, too many conversations, too hard for me to follow. It takes me so long to type out a reply, everyone's moved on to other subjects.
There are other reasons chat makes me uneasy, but it's too triggery for me to talk about. Let's just say that I am easily distressed right now. Still having a difficult time. Good days, bad, and today was worthy of staying in the shower and looking straight up, like a chicken in the rain.
And when things go quiet on chat, well, ya gotta look around and say, "it wasn't me, I swear."
I hope I didn't offend anyone by bolting out and off tonight, but I know I won't be able to calm down.
CS
poster:ClearSkies
thread:724972
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