Posted by snapper on December 24, 2006, at 2:21:35
...to live in a chronically depressiogenic state and yet laugh to a lesser degree and realize something is missing and wonder at the same time if it is just "me" or it really is the "big d" I think it is. Life to me in my eyes as I view others seems so effortless and "normal" I must have adapted to this sick state .... It is very sad ( no PUN ) when I laugh or crack my own jokes or humorous ideas thoughts etc. I do wonder if I am normal or if I am just different as this illness has somehow changed me. I long to be 'right' or at least half way right.
much more I could say
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comments obviously welcome
snapper
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