Posted by alesta on November 28, 2006, at 18:49:09
i know i said i was gone but everytime i announce i'm leaving i always end up coming back for something..ok..so, to the point..i *need* to vent this somewhere..and to ppl who know me...or somewhat know me...anyway!
i recently went through some of my stuff in storage...y'all remember my ex, the crack addict? well, i told him to go ahead and move all my stuff out of his house for me a while ago, as i was unable to at the time. i recently went through everything and discovered that he had destroyed and thrown away *all* my pictures, *all* my old letters from friends, *all* my awards, newspaper clippings, *everything*!! i need to get this off my chest before i do something i regret. i am so sad that all my pictures are gone and everything.
i am carrying this around and must release it. i am really not the vengeful type, and really don't want to hurt him, as i want him to be in a good mental state so that he will be kind to his dogs (hate has a ripple effect, as does love). i just needed to tell y'all. any words of consolation? i have to move on...this is just really bothering me!
i realize there's been a lot of turnover here..but i know there are some of you here still that know me. please help...i feel like i've lost my past. i guess i feel better already. i had to get it out man!!!
Take care,
AmyI wouldn't be me if i didn't end this post with a 'musical' quote lol:
"cause i'm looking at you through the glass, don't know how much time has passed...god, it feels like forever.."
poster:alesta
thread:708318
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