Posted by Deneb on July 11, 2006, at 0:42:38
In reply to Re: I don't want to die yet! » llrrrpp, posted by Phillipa on June 30, 2006, at 21:15:56
I'm going to call again tomorrow. I'm fed up with waiting! It just seems like they don't care if I have cancer. They don't call me back.
I found another lump in the other breast, this lump doesn't move and is bigger, not a good sign. It feels very different from the first lump I found.
I think I'm dying. No one cares. :-( I'm really anxious. I seriously think I'm dying and no one gives a darn. I'm dying! I'm dying!
I'm going to leave a message at the office. I'm going to beg for an appointment. I'm going to cry and beg and talk about how I think I'm dying. I *need* them to give me the biopsy. I *need* the doctor to examine the new lump. I *need* to know whether I have cancer or not.
After my Mom gets off the phone I'm going to call. I'm going to beg and beg and cry and cry. I need to know if I'm dying! I can't wait any longer. I need to know! I'm upset. I'm scared! I don't want to die from cancer.
I just know I have cancer. No one gives a crap. No one believes me because I'm young. By the time it is found out, it will be too late for me. I'm not going to suffer through cancer. I'm going to kill myself when the suffering becomes too great.
Deneb*
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