Posted by Michael83 on July 4, 2006, at 22:03:09
In reply to Re: I hope I can fall asleep tonight., posted by Phillipa on July 4, 2006, at 21:53:29
"Wanting" to get up early? Or just getting up early?
I'm not depressed in the moring, that's why I want to get up early. It is my theory that the (or atleast my) brain operates differently in the morning, less self destructive, less racy, less black and white.
And I'm depressed, although in a somewhat different way most people are (i have an extreme fear of death and the afterlife, I obsess over it), there is no doubt about that.
I just went to bed about 10 minutes ago, but got back up because my mind began racing with scary thoughts. I began to feel really disconnected with reality.
I got back up to post this because reading and posting on this forum really helps me. I don't feel alone here.
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