Posted by rjlockhart on June 24, 2006, at 23:26:48 [reposted on June 26, 2006, at 2:33:55 | original URL]
Ok alot of times i get into these states where i am just, i dont talk, i have nothing to say, i dont know what to say, i feel like an, well really a freaking airhead. And then people look at me stange as if im not saying anything.
When i do say something i am a fool, i can say the craziest, bonkers things that will make me want to stick my head in the toilet. Thats why i dont talk.
I am so frustrated! and i dont talk back, god, deliver me from this please before i have a just AHH why dont i know what to say and how to say it.
I feel so frustrated with myself overthis. Even with family, when i talk its very "superficial" stuff. like how is it going? like when where in 2 hours into the conversation, im like so guys whats going on? .............. there like um nothing much... thats the kind of stuff i just want to gag my over for.
Advice?
RJ
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thread:661522
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