Posted by Deneb on June 15, 2006, at 0:49:26
In reply to I'm still really anxious *trigger*, posted by Deneb on June 15, 2006, at 0:17:04
I think I'm going to do it. I'm going to hang myself if I have cancer.
I can't bear fearing dying and going through treatments. I don't fear suicide.
I'm happy now. I got to meet Dr. Bob. I got to hug Dr. Bob. I'm OK with ending my life. I got to do the thing I wanted most, hug Dr. Bob. Silly me, this is making me cry.
I don't want to suffer in life. I can't bear it. I want to die a happy person. Please respect my decision.
I think death by hanging won't be so bad. Kids make a game out of "choking" themselves and passing out. Kids have died playing this game. They find it enjoyable. That's how I want to die. If kids find it enjoyable, it must not be painful or scary. That's how I want to die.
Deneb*
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