Posted by Deneb on June 11, 2006, at 1:56:37
I don't like being an adult. I want to be a little kid. I don't want any adult responsibilities. I want my parents to take care of everything. I want to worry about nothing and just play all day.
If I go to heaven when I die, I want to be a little kid in heaven. I want to believe in God and in a heaven. I think believing can really help some people. It would really comfort me to know that I will go to heaven when I die.
In heaven I want to feel what I call Bob love all the time. Maybe I should transfer this love to God instead, because God is supposed to be everywhere and he's always listening.
Sometimes I make myself believe that I'm an atheist, but am I really? I find myself "wishing" for good things. Wishing to whom? I don't know what to think. It's sort of difficult to think there is nothing after death. Almost impossible to fathom what "nothing" is.
Thoughts of a loving God must be very comforting to people. I wish I could feel the same comfort.
There are certain things about religion that I simply cannot believe. Does that mean I will never go to heaven? If there is a heaven?
Whether or not there is a God or a heaven, believing in them can make life more bearable and I think that is a good thing.
I'm highly resistant to believing in the supernatural, but maybe I should give it a try? Can I really do that? Just believe?
Deneb*
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