Posted by TexasChic on June 10, 2006, at 12:26:10
In reply to Re: I hate this » TexasChic, posted by llrrrpp on June 10, 2006, at 9:38:39
Thanks. I do try to keep my sense of humor, and actually feel better for a while, but then I go back to being sad and hurt again (like now). Eventually I'll go back to feeling better... then sad, and that will keep on going until I get over it.
Those girls do sound like caricatures. I just can't believe anyone could be so immature, not to mention mean and cruel. Who laughs at someone crying??? I mean really? I just don't get it. How could anyone actually enjoy seeing another person suffer? I just can't imagine it. But they're the least of my worries. They were just the added insult to injury.
I'm going to have a hard time letting go if cuteboy doesn't at least email me back. I know something had to have happened or changed, but I don't know what. I have a hard time letting things go when I don't know what happened. I need closure of some sort. But I know from experience that sometimes you just don't get it. You have to let it go without ever knowing what happened. Its reaching that point of letting go that's so incredibly hard.
I know I'll get through this and eventually feel better, but that knowledge doesn't make the pain I feel now any less. Sigh.
-T
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