Posted by TexasChic on June 7, 2006, at 18:51:08
In reply to Re: Meeting my new T today. » TexasChic, posted by ClearSkies on June 7, 2006, at 6:01:08
> I took notes when I first started with my T (she didn't mind). I felt this urge to hurry up and get on with things, get my story out as quickly as possible (I posted on Psych about handing her a resume LOL), and let's get going!
Thanks, that's exactly how I feel. I want her to know everything immediately.
I told her I want to work on my interactions with people. I was so confused today about things of that sort. I was still trying to let cuteboy take the initiative by not saying anything to him, but it somehow turned into this not speaking contest. At least that's how it felt to me. I ended up feeling really sad and like I was going to cry. Maybe I should have held out, but it just didn't feel right, so I talked to him a bit. I ended up telling him about the get together I'm planning after work on Friday. At least I was able to invite him without expressing my frustration about the debacule with his birthday party, which I think made me look rather good. So we'll see what happens.
I just wish I knew what he really thought. Is he feeling sorry for me and trying to be nice, is he clueless to my feelings, or is it something else all together? It would certainly help me know how to behave if I knew. I swear, my inexperience with men and relationships makes me feel like I'm in high school sometimes!
-T
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