Posted by llrrrpp on June 4, 2006, at 16:37:17
In reply to I feel badly ((((Babblers)))), posted by ClearSkies on June 4, 2006, at 16:07:22
> So much hurt and pain, so much dissent amongst ourselves.
yes, a lot of that going around.
> I'm so sorry for all the turmoil that posters feel and reveal here.
>
me too> All I was gonna post today was that I was at a baseball game and all of a sudden felt completely pathetic and sorry for myself - same old, same old - and started to cry. That feeling lingers for hours and I think I might still shed some tears today. That's all I was going to say.
> And then I saw what everyone else had posted and I felt pretty insignificant and petty. Well, tack that on for today's tally.ClearSkies,
I think you're doing really well at staying sober. I have sad feelings too. and for seemingly dumb reasons. and I get anxious for dumb reasons too (see my post about the G-rated movies). I post on babble for diversion, and to share my pain, and to make myself feel better by helping others, if I think I can. I can't help everyone though. maybe I can help myself. That's good enough for now. sometimes I feel angry, and I do rash things. I think a lot of babblers struggle with this too.Today I'm having a lonely day. no one is saying hi to me, phone calls aren't being returned, I've isolated myself in my place, and i've been posting all over the place on babble. I guess a lot of people are out on the town today, not at home, not feeling lonely. or, maybe they read my posts and don't/won't respond. well. I feel kinda pathetic too.
hugs to you clearskies
you're okay.
-ll
p.s. baseball games make me cry too.
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