Posted by corafree on May 26, 2006, at 23:03:19
In reply to Re: S.O.S. 'PERSECUTION' CF » corafree, posted by Deneb on May 26, 2006, at 22:03:46
Delusions. Maybe. But astrology ... no one can disprove it. Stars aren't just hanging around up there w/o reason or effect. Isn't everything interacting with everything?
I was told my chart reads very similar to what astrologists believe Jesus' read. (Did I already say that?)
From what I know of his youth w/ family, his interest in scholars, some rebellion, well then the whole 'speaking the word of God thing' ... yep, it's really scary.
I've marched in and pulled a child out of an abusive home, then been charged w/ trespassing. I've dug the truth out of friends who refused to see it, and then they've left me in the dust at the hurt of the reality revealed. I've blown whistles and changed things for better of co-workers, then been fired. I see something that I think is wrong and stick my neck out; things change for better, but people are angry w/ me.
At the rate I'm going I'll end up w/ few friends, penniless, and may suffer a slow painful death.
When the first astrologist told me what she saw, I looked back, thinking over different incidents and events in my life, and it was very eerily similar.
My daughter just called. She told me 'Jesus was at peace' through it all. Maybe that's something I could focus on.
I just breathed.(?) (I think I've been holding my breath!) Just talking about this is helping a lot.
If I hadn't seen two astrologists and had them both tell me the same thing (the second one not knowing the first and being skeptical when I told him what she had said), then I'd agree this was delusional thinking. But I did see them and they did say what they said. I don't know.
TksDeneb, cf
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