Posted by B2chica on May 26, 2006, at 16:30:07
In reply to Re: thnx llrrrpp..., posted by llrrrpp on May 26, 2006, at 16:14:02
no llrrrpp
see that's exactly what i was distastefully saying. that sometimes i was glad that it was BP because i would have that 'change' coming...
i know it's probably irrational,who knows but i take what i have and i try to look at the positive in it.
so i TOtally understand because honestly,i don't think i'm strong enough to have MDD. when i have depression, even if it's only been a month i feel like it's been a lifetime and i wonder just how long i can hang on...if i can...so that's when i look at, well, it is BP so a change will come, it should, i have to hang on....
as politically incorrect as it may sound, i too say this. (though it usually doesn't help). i do do this.
and you're right, it is a desparate side. almost a primitive side. i think we all get to this point with our illnesses.
thanks for understanding SO well.
(((((llrrrpp)))))
b2cand SW, sorry to about taking over. i hope you feel better soon.
poster:B2chica
thread:648867
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