Posted by Michael83 on May 19, 2006, at 0:59:02
Has anyone thought of themselves destined to live an unique life, but then decided they just wanted to be normal?
I've always thought of myself as destined to be alone (not with a girl) or just moving from one girl to another and never committing (I'm 22 btw). I've also aspired to be an entrepreneur never needing college or a job.
But lately I'm starting to care less about money and maybe I do want a wife and even *gasp* a family.
It's not that I'm some "player" who goes out and does one night stands.
I just feel weird being thought of as a "family person." It's just foreign to me.
I've also for a long time had an obsession about money. I've always wanted to be rich, no matter what. And I don't know what it would be like to live your entire life just a normal person (although I am normal now, I'm not rich, just trying to become so).
What would it be like to live and die just like everyone else? A normal grave, a normal house, a normal family.
I'm not saying it's bad, I'm just scared of it, but it's also somewhat appealing to me.
What should I do to overcome this unfamilarity with normalcy? It sort of scares me.
Anyone ever just change their life plans to settle down and be normal? I think I might want that. And if I happen to get it, I want to be prepared to accept it. It's just foreign to me because I've never thought of myself like that.
These are just 1am random thoughts.
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