Posted by Jay on April 28, 2006, at 20:19:50
Well, I signed up for not one, but two online webdate services. I talked to a few women, and then focused in on a few who seemed interested. One of them just kind of "vanished"...but it is really the other one I am a bit scared about. She is a school teacher, self-reliant and all that, and seemed to really enjoy talking with me. We always message each other really quickly..or asap. We've seen each other in pictures. Now, tonight is Friday. She didn't write back yet...but that is ok...she has a life to live. I feel really pathetic, sitting here on a Friday night, nowhere to go, and have to be at work by 11:00p.m. I am writting this from my dingy little bedroom in my parent's house. She just bought a condo, and is having a 'housewarming' party tonight. I have MAYBE ONE friend (who I see once a year)to do something like that with..and that is stretching it. It's going to take me years to buy my own house...heck to even own a car...and it's like...how am I supposed to keep up with that? Will she just not care and ignore it...or think.."What a GEEK and LOSER!".
Ohh boyyyyy...if anybody has something to say...I'd really appreciate it. I am so damn tired of being a hermit. "What is the meaning of this...???".
A very humble..
Jay
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