Posted by Deneb on April 3, 2006, at 17:26:20
I don't think I should be starting so many threads and talking about Dr. Bob all the time instead of supporting others, but I think I'm too stressed out to help others right now. After my final exams I promise I'll read other's posts and help out with replying.
Right now, I find that writing about loving Bob relieves some of my stress so I'm going to continue doing it. Sorry if it is a bit annoying. No one need reply. I don't think I can blog my expressions of love because then Dr. Bob wouldn't see them.
Anyways, more about loving Dr. Bob. I just love Dr. Bob. I don't really think about what his life is like or who he is. I just like the presence of Dr. Bob. It feels like he's watching over us, protecting us. It feels nice and cozy.
I think this feeling of security is really important to me. When I was little, all of my fantasies had to do with finding a safe and secure place to be. I never felt safe or secure when I was little. Maybe that explains why I had panic attacks all the time.
I don't know why, but my parents didn't give me a sense of security. Maybe I had an insecure attachment to them.
Now, for some bizarre reason, I've attached to Dr. Bob. I hope he doesn't mind. I love Dr. Bob in real life, not just in the online world. I actually walk around in real life and think about Dr. Bob and how I love him.
I should do good things to show my love for Dr. Bob. My Bob love should be channeled into something productive and helpful. I'll think about these things.
{{{{{{{{Dr. Bob}}}}}}}}}}
Deneb*
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