Posted by Tanzanite on March 26, 2006, at 14:18:20
Well, in the midst of one of my emotional upheavals with my dear hubby. I was having a lot of bad thoughts. He decided to fall asleep on me, since he can never stay awake and never stays around no matter how bad I am emotionally. He just doesn't deal with me, nothing. Just gets mad. I walked out of the room and chopped my hair all off. It was past my shoulders. All gone and in the garbage. Over two and a half years of pain gone into the trash. I have been denied real love for this long that I feel worthless. I am worthless to him. The scars that I have right now are so deep from emotional abuse I don't know how to feel better ever again.
Who am I anymore? An old shoe.Chelle
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