Posted by mysteryroad on March 22, 2006, at 21:21:27
In reply to Re: fear of death, posted by deniseuk on March 21, 2006, at 6:42:36
I'm 46..Have been depressed for 15 yrs...Have tried some meds but none have helped my thoughts of dying or the murderous dreams I have..I pray for death as its got to be better than living through this lifetime suffering with a very flawed thought system..A recent anthroposophic MD told me I have a "flawed vehicle"..Well then, how can you enjoy things living your thoughts through a "flawed vehicle?..you can't..we take meds to try and ease the flaw but it never goes away..The soul is ok, its the brain it has to connect with that never gives us what we need to live peacefully..The soul gets shortchanged..So we pump it full of meds to try and get by..were just slowing the enevitable, which is our eventual longing for death..Depression is the worst..I say bring on death and take me out of my "flawed vehicle"..I have no fear..
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