Posted by Deneb on March 16, 2006, at 23:19:55
In reply to Re: My childhood panic attacks » Deneb, posted by agent858 on March 16, 2006, at 22:59:38
> yeah. thats what i want now when i get into a bad place (not my parents anymore but you get what i mean). i wish my parents did that when i was a little kid. i have trouble remembering i won't die sometimes. when i feel real bad.
((((agent858)))) I wish there was someone to comfort you and love you whenever you get in a bad place.
> yeah. i think if i had got more of that as a kid... then i wouldn't have so much troubel with similar stuff still... but that being said... if i get some of it now... then maybe in a couple years i won't need as much of it as i used to.
That gives me hope. Maybe past hurts can still be healed.
> in fact... i've noticed that happening with me. wasn't till i was around 18 that people started caring for me when i was in a bad place. now... i don't need that other person support as much as i used to. not as often or something. but thats what helps yeah.
That's great that you found caring people and now you've internalized them. I still need to learn how to comfort myself. It won't hurt to have lots of people to comfort and care about me though. I hope you still have people in real life to care about you when you get in a bad place. You'll always have us Babble folk care about you. :-)
> yeah. i used to get those real bad when the sky was all overcast and there was a lot of electricity or something in the air. when a storm was coming or something like that. i remember feeling unreal... and feeling scared and going to hide under my bed.
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> nobody noticed :-(:-(
It's too bad things like that don't get noticed by people. It makes us feel so alone to suffer in silence.
Deneb*
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