Posted by Deneb on March 14, 2006, at 19:18:37
In reply to I skipped class today, posted by Deneb on March 14, 2006, at 19:02:07
I can't face the world. When it gets a little bit stressful I shut down.
Most people study a lot the day before a midterm or an exam, but I tend to shut down as the exam gets closer. The more stress I'm under the more I don't study.
I feel horrible right now. Just horrible. I hate how I skipped my classes today and didn't do anything but sleep.
What is wrong with me?! Aaaaah!
I can't handle this, I want out! Don't know what to do. What do I do?
I need a tutor for all my classes. Having a tutor guarantees that I will study an hour and a half for the class. I can't afford a tutor for all my classes!
I'm so messed up. Why do I keep skipping my classes? Why? Why? Why?
Maybe subconsciously I want to fail all my classes because I'm too afraid to get out there in the real world.
I'm so messed up. Help me. I know no one can help me.
Can't handle things. Wish I could just sleep through the stressful parts of life.
I'm sabotaging myself. I have problems.
Can't face things. Just want to disappear, go invisible.
Aaaaaah!
Deneb*
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