Not myself! Trigger!

Posted by Sabrina0805 on March 8, 2006, at 14:08:20

Not unhappy - not happy either. Not myself - though I should be.
What is myself anyway?
Don't know who to be or what to feel right now. Burn out??
Tired!!
Worn out from trying to tell myself I AM NOT fat and ugly.
Feeling fat and ugly.
Feeling a failure.
Feeling stupid.
Feeling ... I don't know what I am feeling but it is not right - and it is not "me".
Feeling that I never get anything right. Even when I see that I have.
Feeling a failure! And absolute total and definite failure. A fat and ugly failure!
So go on and scream, scream at me .. I'm so far away - I won't be broken again. I've got to breathe - I CAN'T KEEP GOING UNDER.
Sabrina

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Not myself! Trigger! Sabrina0805 3/8/06
(((Sabrina))) (nm) ClearSkies 3/8/06
Re: Not myself! Trigger! AuntieMel 3/8/06
Re: Not myself! Trigger! » Sabrina0805 Damos 3/8/06
Re: Not myself! Trigger! » AuntieMel Sabrina0805 3/8/06
Re: (((Sabrina))) » ClearSkies Sabrina0805 3/8/06
Re: Not myself! Trigger! » Damos Sabrina0805 3/8/06
Re: Not myself! Trigger! » Sabrina0805 JenStar 3/8/06
Re: Not myself! Trigger! » Sabrina0805 Poet 3/8/06
Re: Not myself! Trigger! Phillipa 3/8/06
(((Sabrina))) Tanzanite 3/8/06
Re: Not myself! Trigger! verne 3/8/06
Re: Not myself! Trigger! Sabrina0805 3/8/06

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