Posted by Tanzanite on March 3, 2006, at 13:25:52
Ok, this is a vent. I am not sure how to even go about describing this. We have to eventually file bankruptcy. We bought a used car when the car we are paying outrageous payments are broke down. Well, guess what!! The used car's transmission needs to be replaced. So, hopefully it will not cost as much to fix the other car that we still have to make payments on. I am beside myself with stress. I just want to crawl in a hole and die. I feel guilty that we even got this other car. The little money we have left was supposed to go to a lawyer. Now we are stuck with a car that is of little worth and another one we will have to stick with the awful payments on. But, we need to have transportation. We are not eligible for any help. My husband works, and I am on disability (for combination of physical and mental health problems). I don't know what to do. I cry sometimes, freak out at others and I am trying my best to deal with this. Thing is, we have no one reliable here to turn to. My family and friends are all in another state. My inlaws are not reliable for many reasons and I will not go into details here, other than they have their own issues. So, I needed to vent. The best I can do is hope and pray that once we get this car we are paying on to a mechanics shop that it will be able to be fixed for a reasonable amount. (screaming internally). Sorry for the long rant, but sometimes I feel like we just have this black cloud that follows us, no matter how much optimism I have been trying to keep.
Peace
Tanzanite
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