Posted by James K on February 21, 2006, at 15:44:13
In reply to James K...?, posted by Jai Narayan on February 20, 2006, at 19:46:40
Hey everyone.
First the good news, I made the phone call just 20 minutes ago to begin arrangements to go inpatient. But,... The woman in the office that my wife has been working with and has all the particulars on me and finances etc. is out today. I had to blank my mind, and just walk up to the kitchen, get a coke, and then pick up the phone and dial like nothing was happening. So, tomorrow, I'll wake up earlier, and if she is still out, figure out how to work with someone else in the office.Has anyone with issues as bad as mine and insurance as good as mine ever had so much trouble getting into a mental hospital before?
At least I tried, again. I'm not trying hard enough, but it's not like it's the greatest thing in the world to do, so when you go for it, results are a good thing.
I've been away from the net for a few days while I binged on alcohol huge. My body finally rejected me monday night and now my stomach is ruined and my CFS is back in full force. We have many ways of hurting ourselves. But my spirits are good (as far as I can tell) and I'm safe, and I'm one step closer to the beginning of the beginning of starting to get real recovery in my life from mental health and substance abuse (addiction) (alcohol)(ism) issues.
James K
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