Posted by Deneb on December 30, 2005, at 3:25:59
I think I've ruined my life.
I've ruined my grades. I know nothing. Information goes in and comes out now. Nothing sticks. I'm an expert on nothing. I'll never be anything. I'm not smart enough.
This sucks. I think I need to die. I can't stand what a total loser I am.
Ugh, I hate what a pitiful pathetic person I am. I found myself searching for info on Dr. Bob, trying to find out what he's like. I hate how I want him to be my friend but he will never be my friend. Why can't I appreciate the friends that I do have! This is bad, this is really bad. I'm willing to go far to get responses from him...
What am I thinking?? I see that he responded to some person who took a lot of Tylenol on the substance abuse board. So, I think, if I do that same thing, maybe he will write a stupid stinking line to me too. Aaaah! I'm not only a total loser, I'm some sort of neurotic psycho stalker, manipulator, death seeking bitch!!
poster:Deneb
thread:593360
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20051225/msgs/593360.html