Posted by Susan47 on December 26, 2005, at 23:14:48
In reply to Anyone want to read my bad posts?, posted by Deneb on December 25, 2005, at 15:27:47
Maybe you're going to be confused because the last time I posted to you I told you to control your thoughts.. well I didn't mean it the way it sounded, believe it or not. What I was saying, ineffectually, is that I think an enquiring mind has all kinds of thoughts, I mean, I think the more active your mind is, the more things you're going to think both good AND bad, and the bad ones need to be thought about, and the fascinating ones, and the perverse thoughts, right along with all the other ones, all the positive, hopeful, good thoughts we have, including illusions etc. ... Deneb I used to have a terrible time with my mind. I hated myself, I felt bad about myself like I think you keep saying you do, but it's just a matter of thinking out things, you think so much and you needn't EVER feel bad about anything you think, because I for one Do Know what it feels like to think things others find unacceptable. I have a mind like that.. very uncontrolled, very uncivilized, but also really beautiful, and I had to learn over a lot of painful years and experience to control what I felt as a result of my thoughts, then eventually I got to the point where.. I have ways to control my thoughts. Whatever it takes, you know?
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