Posted by TexasChic on December 8, 2005, at 18:41:39
In reply to Re: Thanks everyone, posted by TexasChic on December 7, 2005, at 20:33:44
Still ignoring cute boy, nothing from him yet. I said thanks when he handed me a printout today, but that's it. I realize I may never get a reaction from him at all, and I'm prepared for that. But I feel better about myself for not trying so hard anymore. I feel like I'm saying, "Hey, I deserve better than this. If you want to enjoy my company, you have to show me you're worth it". Why waste my time, you know? I'm still walking a fine line between feeling good about myself and being upset about the whole thing, but I'm definitely headed in the right direction. I will have made progress when I can stop ignoring him and just not give him much thought whatsoever. I'm working on that.
I'm going to work on getting started on my new goals when I off for x-mas, begining with cleaning my apartment. I know that will make a huge difference in how I feel. I also want to start doing yoga again. I have a bunch of tapes I bought to do yoga at home, but have never watched. Another thing I've thought about is taking up knitting. I know it sounds a little cheesy, but I think it will give me something constructive to gear my OCD tendencies towards. I hope I can follow through with my goals this time. I feel like I'm more motivated than I've ever been before. So wish me luck!
-T
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