Posted by Chrispy_85 on October 21, 2005, at 8:10:56
Thanks to all the guys and gals who replied to me on that problem i have. just so you all know, i have discussed it with her and she tells me it's ok with her and she says she wants me to get on with my life too...but i just know that she's telling me that because she realizes that me moving out is the right thing to do now but i know just in the way she tells me these things, that she is hurting a lot on the inside. i guess the main issue with me about it is just the constant feeling of guilt about it. and i've just been having a lot of panic attacks recently and it just isn't making the situation any better. and now, i believe one of my worst fears is coming to life. instead of just having the panic attacks for now particular reason like before, i think the fear of having them is causing them to happen more often. i am very scared about them right now.
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