Posted by spriggy on September 12, 2005, at 20:59:02
In reply to Addiction to fear, posted by rjlockhart98 on September 12, 2005, at 19:51:51
I don't know what is wrong with you (heck, I don't even understand what is wrong with me), but I know what a pain it is to live with this.
I know what it's like to just wish, beg, plead, pray for peace in your mind. I know what it's like to feel helpless and hopeless.
It makes my heart ache knowing someone else feels that way.
I know how horrible anxiety is; I've had depression and anxiety- I've been suicidal with depression and I still sometimes think anxiety is worse (at least my kind of anxiety) because of how uncomfortable you feel in your own skin and how odd you feel to the outside world.
It just robs you of every ounce of normalcy.
Anyway, I have no answers Matt. Just know you aren't alone. This battle is horrific. I'm slowly falling back into the pit myself right now.
I hate it.
I hate you have to endure it.
I hate anyone has to.
I will pray for you tonight!
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