Posted by spriggy on September 12, 2005, at 20:48:02
In reply to Re: Anxiety, posted by lynn970 on September 12, 2005, at 20:39:45
LOL
My mom and your mom must be some kind of identical twins seperated from birth.
I could've written your entire post (minus the perfect sister, my only sibling is a drug addict who sleeps around with anyone/everyone).My anxiety tends to be over health issues; what if I stop breathing suddenly (very likely to happen, ROFL)? What if someone kidnaps one of my kids'? What if a car drives erratically and runs into my house? What if God doesn't really exist and I've made all this up in my head? What if I am not really existing and this is some weird dream? What if *I* am really existing and everyone around me is actually a part of some strange part in this movie that's all about me (yeah, a pretty selfish fear, I'll admit),Etc..
So yes, as you can see, most of my anxiety issues are completely, utterly, and totally unrealistic but it's impossible for me to grasp that when I'm in the throws of the despair.
It's bad. I notice when I'm the most anxious, thoughts of death seem to always fill my mind.
I have no clue where I would be without God. If this is how nuts I am WITH Him, I'd hate to fathom where my life would be without Him. LOL
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