Posted by Declan on August 24, 2005, at 18:06:38
In reply to Re: I will kill myself, sooner or later who knows » linkadge, posted by alexandra_k on August 24, 2005, at 17:31:06
I dunno if this is the usual thing, but in the last 30 years or so, the number of days in which I haven't thought abstractly about suicide (ie i can't stand this and so on) I could number on the fingers of both hands. Not the only thing I think about of course. There's lots of stuff like how beautiful everything is, what a privilege it is to be alive, how much suffering there is in the world, what a waste it all is, how interesting everything is. Tolerating ambivalence.
Declan
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