Posted by rjlockhart98 on August 19, 2005, at 22:57:06
In reply to I will kill myself, sooner or later who knows, posted by linkadge on August 19, 2005, at 22:27:33
linkadge
I have been almost to the point i overdosed on Nembutal (it was expired from '92) that used to be my dad's a long time ago. I stared at the 13 capsules left, realizing my life. It would have killed me.
get some ambition going! i am want to be an investor or lawyer. Set your mind to keep going like a race (marathon), your brain releases dopamine when you have drive.
People who have drive usally have higher dopamine than others, dopamine is what motives you to do things, or you dont have dopamine when you dont like what your doing. Thats why they put people, and kids on a stimulant to do what ever it is that is boring, which is mostly work.
But what you like doing you will have a ambition and dopamine drive will increase.
Life is what the perception of it is. If you change it, your biochemistry will change.
Being isolated can REALLY cause depression. Talk to people that you somewhat relate to, laying around the house makes me feel bored and worthless.
Put in your head one day, you will be succesfull, in buisness, medical, law. Or start your own computer server, dont think little, think big.
Linkagde you have the it inside, i also belive in the lord that he will guide me.
Bro, take care
Matt
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