Posted by AdaGrace on August 15, 2005, at 23:47:51
I can tell I am on the edge of a crying jag I can't stop. On the verge of innability to get out of bed. People stare at me at the grocery store, ask me if there is something wrong. Today a 19 year old girl asked me if she could do anything for me, I seemed so sad and upset. She offered a hug, but I refused. Must be the zombie appearance on my face. I can't focus on anything. My eyesight is strangly enhanced in the "I can't see sh*t" way. I feel hopeless, full of despair, and so empty inside.
Yep, a storm is brewing, I can tell. The sad thing is I don't have the energy to batton down the hatches.
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