Posted by wildcard on August 7, 2005, at 23:44:41
i just wanted to babble...for some reason i really hurt right now. maybe it's just sooo much at once and 2morrow will be better(actually 2day after i sleep and wake up)1) i hurt b/c of all the other people hurting that i wish i cld fix 2)b/c i feel stuck in an unhappy situation 3)my mother chooses alcohol and drugs over us and her grandkids 4)life feels so lonely 5)i found out a couple days ago my g-ma's cancer is back and my g-pa is sick too 6)i miss my boy that i'm fighting for in court but $ seems to win out?? 7)i'm sick of the terrorism and the lives it affects..so many...i could keep on but enough of the pity pot. i'm gonna go smoke and cry and see if i feel better. i'm sorry-didnt mean 2 bother any1. i'm sure i'll be fine
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thread:538946
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