Posted by Ilene on August 5, 2005, at 20:50:10
Okay folks, this is a whine.
I'm alone in the house. As always, it's been a foggy, gloomy day. I got out of the fog for a couple of hours this AM when I went on a fitness hike, but now I feel achy and tired from all the exercise. Haven't been sleeping well, either.
I'm in the middle of a sewing project but I need a new piece of equipment. Neither of the fabric stores I went to had it. I need it NOW, dammit, not in the middle of next week! This was supposed to be a present for my husband, whose birthday was yesterday. Otherwise I would sew instead of spending half the day reading Babble.
My desk is a pile of mail that I can't be bothered to go through.
My kitchen is a pile of dishes that I want someone *else* to do.
My kids never leave the house. My daughter has inherited my depression, but she didn't like her meds nor her (expensive) pdoc. She has no friends in this city. They're all still on the East Coast. I don't know what to do. I have enough problems of my own.
I'm bored. Nothing interests me anymore. I'm forcing myself to stay up until at least 9 PM. Going to bed is tempting, but I won't do it until a reasonable time.
I'm even beginning to feel guilty about Babble. I spend a lot of time here, but I hardly ever respond to people's posts, because I have nothing to say. It's a problem IRL too--I clam up because I can't think of anything to say.
Okay, time to feed the cats. Thanks for listening.
I.
poster:Ilene
thread:538062
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