Posted by Damos on August 4, 2005, at 17:21:10
In reply to Re: Given your word » Damos, posted by sunny10 on August 4, 2005, at 8:11:48
That's exactly what I've done to an extent. I've pushed the boundaries out a little at a time and am not so trapped inside my head anymore. Fortunately as you said I relaise that this was part of the depression. So I'm reclaiming my life little by little.
I'm learning about myself and in the process, how to love others. I guess having openned myslef up to the possiblity of love I've become more able to give it. As I say though my value systems are such there is a clear line drawn in my head that I'm not sure I'd ever be able to cross. Guess I'll never know until the question presents itself.
Just trying not to overthink things at the moment, just take each day and each interraction as they come, and to make conscious choices. I think part of what makes the couple of friendships I've made (IRL) inthe last couple of years so special is the depth of the connections, and the genuine lovingness that is part of them. Who knows what the future holds, but I am confident it will be better.
Thanks Sunny. He's a lucky lad your SO.
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