Posted by jammerlich on June 28, 2005, at 2:40:43
Didn't exactly know where to put this. Grief seemed most appropriate, but no one seems to go there much. Psychotherapy seemed like a good second choice, but I figured it'd probably get moved, so I decided to put it here.
I drove past her house tonight. It's the umpteenth time I've done it. That probably makes me a stalker, but I don't care. If things look calm there (and they always do), it helps me feel calm........ and less alone.
Tonight a front room was all lit up and the drapes were open. It looked like a dining room. She was in there - arranging something on the table. I saw her. She was wearing pink.
I wish I could see her in an okay kind of situation where she could see me back.
I miss her.
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