Posted by Deneb on June 17, 2005, at 23:35:45
I've noticed something about myself...it seems that I "need" to be busy to be stable.
I remember that I studied a lot and was very busy during my fall term. I just didn't have time to "lose" it. It seemed like the busier I was, the better I did.
It's wierd, having more classes and less time for studying actually lets me have better grades than if I have fewer classes and more time to study. I was busier than ever during the fall term and that was my best term ever. :-)
It seems that if I have a little too much free time, I start thinking too much or something and get sad or anxious or crazy.
For the last couple days I just didn't have time to feel "crazy." I just didn't have time to think about hurting myself etc. I come home and I'm pretty tired but I have fun listening to my new Creative Zen micro and checking out Babble. :-) I'm having a good time. :-)
JenStar, I think you where right. :-)
Work is good for me. I mean, it's no dream job, but it keeps me busy and stops me from thinking unhealthy thoughts.Deneb
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