Posted by Susan47 on June 14, 2005, at 23:29:14
In reply to Re: Is it Normal or narcissistic? » Susan47, posted by ed_uk on June 13, 2005, at 7:33:32
Yes, I know what she means :) Sometimes I have to admit, okay, and this is bad, really really bad, but sometimes when I'm adjusting my bra, I slip my hand in to feel the heaviness of the breast there, you know, and I like to feel the full curves of my breast, and I'm thinking, my god, I can't believe this is MY body, it's so nice... I like having this body, I really appreciate having it, it just took me so long to do that. Whew, sigh. It's really ironic that it's just so sexually partner-wise, very arid. It's lonely having to be my own sexual partner, I don't like it but it's better than being with someone and I'm thinking, How soon can I get rid of this guy, how fast is too fast to get him out of here? I hate having that feeling, I'm never going to be in that position again, I'm so careful about people. Sigh. I don't want to be one of Those Women. y'know, the ones who're old and strong and tough, and alone and not getting any. I need to get lots.
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