Posted by partlycloudy on June 12, 2005, at 11:05:28
In reply to lots of kudos to Dinah for sticking it out! :), posted by JenStar on June 12, 2005, at 10:13:26
I agree. She has related that being a deputy has its heavy emotional price at times. Sometimes I can be more stoic than others. I'm just very vulnerable right now, I guess. Many triggering events IRL that make me see bad intent where it may not be. On the other hand, perhaps triggering events allow scales to fall from my eyes and I see some posts for the threats that I think they represent. Who knows without the benefit of a face-to-face meeting to hash things out?
Still, it's a good time for me to take a step back. I invest a great deal of myself here emotionally. I divulge great huge hunks of myself on several boards here, and so can feel quite vulnerable when the site itself is represented by posts on Admin as an unsafe or unhealthy place.
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