Posted by rjlockhart98 on May 18, 2005, at 16:00:13
I try alot of things i have made complete castastrophes over things that are almost simple tasks that just need to be finished.
I dont know if these severe anxiety explosions have done something. They where more as a result of being behind.
I have anxiety alot beucase i feel i cant stay stable, being behind, then i wonder really whats wrong with me.
Doing things, work through school i would have incredible "dyphoria" while doing it, and trying.
I took adderall and abused it to stay with things.
If i just stopped it, and went regular like a normal person no matter the what i have, could i eventually adapt.
I lose motivation on things incredibly, and then my anxiety will kill me to try to do something, thoughts on the way im maladjusted, there's a nuerological problem. Survivial mode wasnt ment to be used on a daily basis.
Well , tell me maybe another view.
matt
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