Posted by JenStar on May 14, 2005, at 19:52:35
In reply to So sad, posted by Shy_Girl on May 14, 2005, at 0:14:57
hi Shy_girl,
first let me say that it sounds like you're struggling and suffering right now, and I hope it gets better. You sound quite unhappy.However, it's clear (and I'm glad!) that you don't REALLY want to to die. If you REALLY wanted to do it, it would be done. I think you should focus on the positive side -- you're still here despite your depression and other issues, you're still trying to find a way to get through life with the rest of us troubled souls.
Honestly, your post WAS a little troubling (you called it "weird".) I guess I'm concerned about you and your stability. You seem to cycle through moods rapidly, from good to very bad in quick succession. Am I right or am I misreading the cues in your posts here? (If I'm misreading, I'm sorry!) if it's correct, have you been able to address this with a T or doctor and get help for it? From my personal experience, and you'll have to take this with a grain of salt b/c it's just MY experience -- it does seem out of the range of standard response to have such drastic mood swings. It seems to be making you quite unhappy.
I hope you are able to get the help you need. Please keep us updated! I'm thinking kindly of you and hoping you feel better soon.
take care,JenStar
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