Posted by 10derHeart on April 16, 2005, at 22:58:30
In reply to Re: Hug to all of us, should I ask Dr. Bob? » Damos, posted by Dinah on April 16, 2005, at 21:29:50
> One of the things that worries me most, yet gives me a bit of hope, is that Monday was Alexandra's appointment with the new therapist. Perhaps rather than going very badly, it went very well and she was able to reach out and receive help.
If only. I fear the T. stood her up or changed her mind abut working with her. Or maybe worse, I fear idiot pdoc did something else to her. And you know I'm usually the last one to be negative...but, my intuition is giving me funny, mixed signals. I know that's probably a meaningless description, but I can't do any better tonight. I just find it inconceivable alex would not have posted, or at least Babblemailed ONE person to share such great news if the T. was helpful.> But I'm still very worried.
I passed that about 4 days ago. I'm onto sick and terrified now. My CBT skills, usually firmly in place, are even being shaken by this.
> It seems like yesterday that I argued with her that the sudden disappearance of a regular poster was as distressing as suicidal posts. The knots in my stomach remind me.
My stomach, too. It just angers me, because this anxiety stuff won't do alex or me any good, no matter what's happened.
Was her position, in your discussion, that it's okay, or warranted under some circumstances, for a regular poster to disappear? Even that would give me something to latch onto.
I/we need something. <sigh>
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