Posted by 10derHeart on April 13, 2005, at 1:24:32
In reply to Re: alexandra. i miss you. » gardenergirl, posted by Susan47 on April 13, 2005, at 0:14:58
I can't sleep, thus I am up posting. I HATE this. I know I- we - can't be responsible for alex, but, but.....
I am so upset. She has become someone really special to me (not that you all aren't, but just humor me, here, ok?)
I keep thinking...you know how when a small child gets out of your sight, or whatever, and you are so scared you can't breath, you are beside yourself with worry...and then they show up, perfectly fine. You literally don't know whether to laugh or cry, spank them or hug them, but you most certainly want to do both at the same time....
I have been praying for 5 days. I will keep praying, of course. Part of the prayer is that I will get to *cyber-hug* AND *cyber-scold* (probably a bit old for spanking and she might take a swing at me anyway...) alexandra_k for scaring us this way ...I just want the chance, please....
okay, I reallly don't think tears all down between the keys is a good thing...sh*t. :-(
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