Posted by Surely on February 4, 2005, at 17:31:22
I want to thank all of you for being so compassionate and understanding, but I appologize for complaining about my dysfunctional family abusing me. My children are exactly who I taught them to be; strongly independant and intolerant. Cat's in the cradle...but they are doing much better with their children than I did with mine. I can't ask for more than that. At least none of them are loners like me.
The reason I came here was because I was desperate. In the absence of a shrink and medication, I find it difficult to live with the storm raging in my mind, and I needed someone to talk to. For a long while I have been walking a razor's edge. Every day I try to find a reason to keep going on. I have long since come to the realization that all that is left to me is to amuse myself until I die, and that's just pathetic. Logically, I should find it easy to think of reasons, but when logic and emotion go toe-to-toe, logic doesn't stand a chance.
Anyway, I'm sorry that I messed this up too. I thank all of you for being so kind.
poster:Surely
thread:453343
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