Posted by daisym on January 26, 2005, at 2:25:06
In reply to Re: Is anyone awake? » daisym, posted by saw on January 26, 2005, at 2:17:05
I don't know. Somehow, back then, I think they, she, my mom, didn't want to know. How could she not know? If it was my child, I would have seen the signs. But I'll never know for sure...
Does it really matter? She wasn't the one doing those terrible things. But I feel lost in the here and now. Because the more I remember, the more I lose her. So I pay again. And again. And again.
It would hurt so many people if this came out. And it is so old, it shouldn't matter anymore. But tonight, it is hugely painful. Why can't I just let it go?
Do people in your life know how you feel?
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